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Word count: 2542

warning: 13+ scene
hinting sexual themes

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THE DRIVE HOME WAS silent in the dark vehicle. Not even turning on the radio could save you from the awkward atmosphere that surrounded both you and Jean. Not long after the incident between you and Floch, Jean decided to take you home.

After giving you a few minutes to recollect yourself he gently took the curve of your elbow in his hand and led you to the front entrance of the mansion. On your way out both Mikasa and Eren had approached you expressing looks of slight concern.

"So where's the asshole?" Mikasa asked breathlessly walking along side you as Jean continued to walk you forward. "And Jean why did you leave Y/N alone?"

Jean stopped momentarily snapping his head towards the dark headed girl. He gave her a small glare, poking at the skin in the inside of his cheek. "Mikasa, I'm already pissed off as fuck. Please don't make it any worse for me."

She replied with a small huff, pinching her eyebrows together at the boy who was a few inches taller. "Okay? I just want to know why you left your girlfriend alone at a party this big."

Eren took her forearm and squeezed his hand around it, sending her a warning signal. "Mikasa, just leave him alone. Nothing bad happened to Y/N so it's all good."

"Thanks Jaeger. Remind me to buy you a cheese hamburg steak when we run into each other on campus." Jean grumbled out before proceeding forward, his grip not letting the curve of your elbow free.

You fiddled with your thumbs over your lap trying to come up with something to break the unbearable awkwardness. You stole a quick glance at the side of his face.

Eyebrows tensed, his jaw clenched, and his fingers gripped tightly around the rubber wheel. He kept his eyes on the road wearing that cold look on his face. As of right now he looked rather unapproachable. Or rather unwelcoming you would say.

"Why'd we leave already?" You mumbled out staring down at your lap. Your lips were pressed into a straight line not knowing what to make out of the situation. All you knew was that you wanted it to change. It wasn't comfortable.

Jean gradually turned the wheel and pulled over to the side, slowly coming to a complete stop. He tapped on the dashboard and cursed under his breath upon seeing the gas tank that was borderline empty.

You followed his gaze and felt your breath hitch in your throat. "Empty..?" You asked quietly trying not to strike a nerve in the all ready pissed off Jean.

Frustration erupted in his bloodstream as he tugged at the strands of hair on the back of his neck. He inhaled sharply before turning to you, his expression immediately softening up. "I'm sorry, looks like somehow my gas got eaten up. I could've sworn the car was still half way full."

You waved your hands in front of your chest and wore a wary smile on your face. "Why are you apologizing? It's not like it's your fault, silly." You replied with a reassuring tone in your voice. He blinked his eyes at that.

Suddenly that frustration vanished into thin air. The corners of his lips tugged up into a sheepish smile as he nodded. "Right. Anyways I'll go check the trunk if I have a filled jerry can. Shouldn't take me too long."

You bobbed your head in response. "Sure thing. Just don't wander off into the darkness, just stay in my line of sight. I would hate to be alone out here in the middle of the night." A breathy laugh escaped your lips to lighten the atmosphere that was progressively getting better.

"If I get mauled by a bear would you come to my rescue?" He asked jokingly. But watching the color drain from your face he immediately took it back, a soft chuckle rumbling up his throat. "Alright, I'm joking. Plus, bears are getting ready to hibernate as winter is approaching very soon. But don't worry, I won't leave your sight mkay?"

Your eyebrows creased together as a rosy shade of pink cascaded over your cheeks. His smile turned crooked as he leaned forward, grabbing the back of your head and gently pressing his lips against your forehead for a solid twenty seconds. He drew his head back and opened the door to head out.

You found it strange how each time he pulled something like that your heartbeats would only get faster. Instead of getting used to it everything still seemed new to you. It always made your heart skip a beat.

A loud exasperated sigh coming from your boyfriend made you turn your head back. He buried his face in the palms of his hands, his veins slightly protruding through his skin. He trudged his way back to the drivers seat and got in. His expression looking clearly distraught.

"No luck huh?" You craned your neck a little to get into his peripherals, offering him a weak smile. "Listen, I've had a rough night. You've had a rough night. Let's just call it a night and ask one of the guys to bring us over some gas in the morning."

Jean turned to you with a frown on his face. "These seats aren't the most comfortable to sleep in. Trust me, I've tried it. My back hurt like hell in the morning."

"I'm sure I can handle it. The worst that'll happen is back sores. But some warm patches will be an easy fix to that." You twisted your body to the right side and reached down to pull on the knob that would change the angle of the seat. It slowly leaned back and stopped once it had reached its max.

Jean raised an eyebrow suspiciously, his gaze not leaving your figure. "Is it just me or are you being unusually.. nice tonight?" He asked quietly as he copied you, pulling his seat back as well.

"Unusually?" You laughed feigning offense in your voice. "I'm always nice. We've both had a rough night so I'm just being extra nice and understanding. Plus, you're my boyfriend so being alone with you shouldn't be too bad."

"Righttt" Jean slid off his blazer and draped it over your legs. He patted down the fabric on your lap before smoothly slipping his fingers around your hand that was resting on the center console.

You shot him a look of uncertainty as you tried to give him back his blazer. Before you could grab onto it with your other hand he used his free hand to turn your head, quickly stealing a kiss from you.

A look of pure shock glazed over your expressions causing Jean's mouth to perk up into a devious smirk. "I have all the warmth I need from this." He lifted your hand in his and gently shook it in front of your face.

"Oh don't be ridiculous." You stammered out feeling a bit flustered. "Obviously we can't have the car running over night so it's going to get cold in here fast. Take the jacket." You demanded giving him a stern look.

"I have a better idea." As if a lightbulb lit up in his head, his eyes lit up with what you would consider as excitement. He reverted his seat to its normal position and climbed over the console to the back seat. He patted the spot next to him, urging you to do the same and climb over.

"What's this brilliant idea you have Jean?" You inquired of his idea that you couldn't quite figure out yet. No matter how many scenarios you could think of, nothing lined up to this. Probably because you were so inexperienced with being in a relationship.

Without thinking anything of it you followed as suit. Pulled your seat back up and slipped off your heels. You climbed over to the back seat and seated yourself next to Jean. You looked up at him, head slightly tilted to the right. "What?"

He slowly placed his hand on the side of your head and brought your head down to rest on his shoulder. Still unsure of what was going on you decided to wait to see how this was going to play out. He then reached under the seat and fished out a soft wool blanket. Cream colored and extremely soft to the touch.

"You had a blanket this entire time? So why didn't you just say so?"

He shrugged his shoulders with a small smile on his face. "If I told you then I wouldn't have gotten the opportunity to cuddle with you right here."

"Oh so that's what we're doing huh? Your 'better idea' was this. I should've saw that one coming." You lifted your head off his shoulder and narrowed your eyes up at him. He was one smooth son of a gun you thought to yourself. But a part of you didn't mind this at all, in fact you kinda liked it.

A moment of silence veiled over the car as both you and Jean stared at each other. The smile slowly faltering off Jean's face returning to a neutral expression. His eyes traveled from your eyes down to your lips. You could see the protruding shape of his Adam's apple bob up and down as he swallowed thickly. Struggling to contain the urge to just kiss you right then and there.

You blinked once, face gradually getting hotter as the blood flow now focused on your cheeks. Hiding the blush was inevitable right now. Fortunately it was dark in the car. "Um.. so." You uttered out softly trying to find words. But god, they seemed impossible to find at the moment.

Fuck it. You mentally sighed, sucking in a deep breath. You hastily grabbed onto the polyester dress shirt her wore and pulled him forward, crashing your lips onto his. His eyes grew wide with shock as an evident tint of pink scattered across his face.

He gradually familiarized himself with the situation and wrapped his arms around your waist, letting a hand rest on the arch of your back, pulling you closer to his chest. Jean desperately tugged at your lower lip requesting for access. You parted your lips granting his request. Your hands subconsciously found it's way to the back of his head, fingers getting entangled in his golden-brown locks.

Slowly growing tired of the same upright position he carefully pushed your back down onto the seat , continuing to offer you his passionate kisses. Working with the little space the both of you had, he rested his hands on the space on either sides of your head. Suddenly you couldn't feel the cold biting at your skin, it was replaced with a comforting warmth that seemed to be shared between you and him.

Things got messy real quick. Not in the bad way that some would immediately assumed. It was a rather good 'mess'. His kisses left your mouth now traveling down your face, placing kisses on your jaw all the way down to your collar bone. Then he went back up, his mouth remaining over various regions of your neck.

Suddenly a new stinging sensation tingled at your spine. A loud audible gasp escaped your lips as he began to suck on a specific area. For a full minute he stayed there before letting your skin free. Something happened and you weren't quite aware of it yet, but right now you couldn't really care to think about it.

The long moments of ecstasy finally came to an end as he hovered over you. Little beads of sweat trickling down the side of his head, he breathed in and out to try and recollect himself. You did so as well, breathing haggard you brought the back of your hand over your eyes.

Jean carefully shifted you over, bringing himself beneath you so that now your head was resting on his chest. He managed to squeeze the both of you on the backseat. You could still feel his heart racing in his chest. You assumed that he could also say the same about you.

He pulled the wool blanket over your body and rested his arm behind his head to use as a cushion. Exhaustion quickly fell over you and you were out like a light in moments. After catching his breath, Jean also had fallen asleep. Tiny snores could be heard throughout the vehicle as you and him slept the night away.

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   "No Connie! What the fuck? Why'd you switch off my Gordon Ramsey podcast?" Sasha whined gripping her hands on the wheel. She didn't bother trying to argue with him as she didn't want to distract herself from the road.

Connie quickly hooked his phone up to the Bluetooth and began blasting 'Circles' by Post Malone. Memories of high school quickly flooded back to the two soulmates sitting right next to one another. The only one missing was Jean.

"We do this everytime! Seasons changed and our love went cold. Feed the flame 'cause we can't let it gooo! " The two sang in unison one being slightly off tune.

The two steadily drove down the winding road vibing to all the songs on Connie's playlist that he made in high school. Actually, correction, it was a collaboration playlist that him, Jean, and Sasha made during their free time in one of their classes.

The singing immediately died down as both of their eyes fell on the stopped vehicle on the side of the road. They recognized it immediately and pulled over to check if there was still someone inside.

"Jean's car? Didn't he take Y/N home last night?" Connie buried his fingers in his pockets, teeth chattering due to the bitter cold that brushed against the back of his neck. He shut the passenger door and ran to Sasha's side.

"I mean, he was supposed to." Sasha confirmed as she began walking forward with her phone tightly gripped in her hands. Connie followed her, both their eyes landing on the same areas.

Sasha nearly jumped back when she caught a glimpse of your bare back. She spun around on her heels and tugged on the gray headed boy's ear, pulling his eyes away from the window.

"Question: would Y/N let Jean do the.. deed with her?" She mumbled out tapping her finger against her chin.

Connie raised his eyebrows as an incredulous smile spread itself across his face. "Fuck her?" He snorted biting back a chuckle, "Nah, Y/N... wait." He did an entire one-eighty before quickly turning back around. "That's suspicious."

The brunette and gray headed boy met each other's gazes, a mischievous grin spreading on their faces like a wildfire.

"I guess you could say we caught their asses in 4K right?" Connie snickered, nudging Sasha's shoulder urging for her to snap a shot of the scene. She quickly took a photo and showed it to him for confirmation. He nodded firmly,  "Let's wait in the car. When they wake up, we'll pretend we just got here and put on an act for them."

"Deal." Sasha giggled slipping her phone away in her back pocket.

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authors note ;
a little spicy there
aye? 😳

again, im inexperienced
with writing content like
that. so i found it extremely
difficult to find the right words
to make it sound okay. but
that's as far as ill go. if i wrote
something more explicit i think
i'd lose it.
sorry </3